The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2015 annual report for this blog. I did not post much in 2015, but we still had almost 10,000 hits. And, in 2016 we will pass the 100,000 hit mark! Cheers, folks!
Here’s an excerpt:
The concert hall at the Sydney Opera House holds 2,700 people. This blog was viewed about 9,200 times in 2015. If it were a concert at Sydney Opera House, it would take about 3 sold-out performances for that many people to see it.
I never meant to start this war, this struggle, with my life is not right. We are who we are, and I want to be complete. I said that nothing could or would, ever break me again. Yet I crumbled like a sheet blown in the wind.
Nothing has filled this empty void in me. Im to embarrassed and stubborn tho ask for help. If you knew my family you’d understand why. One of my six sisters is ok. She’s just trying to made it, living and loving life. Making the most of what life gave her. We were so little. I have always been the troubled one, forgotten and alone, trying and trying not knowing why, I don’t like to talk about what happen, Its better to just be alone.There is this question asked around by some.
(Will I ever get better and change), I don’t doubt me, it wont stay the same. My ways are different, My passions driven by the lessons learned. I rode the whip, I don’t like attention. That’s how I have always been. I always trip walking the road called life, I don’t fly can’t swim, as I fall so very very low. Fishing for bait, I’m off the hook, do you, can you, feel my pain? It took me a while to understand my style of pain. My book of life is covered with a bunch of lies, but the truth is naked, and it likes to dance at night. Appropriate attire in the presence of every day things. That means im not comfortable in my own skin, it comes from my past. So I try desperately to make it make sense, My humor is a gamble. Want to place a bet? If you dont laugh your not funny. Give me some time to develop faith in you. Believe me, one must invest in faith, Its interesting how you’ll wait for an eternity with faith, jokes over. Its too late. I’m free, im on my way to finding faith. Its a journey filled with choices, life is not a rap, or a game, or defined by your last breath. My life is and will be about every breath I took during my time on earth. It’s about how you or I forgive, never forgetting. Love and living life without fear, because deep down you know it’s going to hurt in the end, But that hurt is what makes us breath…every breath….till the end
Tomorrow is my mediation, for my case. I’m torn, do I agree to be bought off and keep my silence for the rest of my life. Or keep fighting take this case to trial so the world can see for them self what’s going on in these Places. I have two national reporters who are allready following my case and a few others. I will never get back what they took from me.. Tomorrow is a very important day for my life. And I can only pray I come out in one piece……..
Hope everything went well for you.
Any updates on Jess?